Insomnia

Looking on the left corner of window, the clock showing me 3.08a.m.
Actually I tried to sleep since 2.00a.m.
But unfortunately I failed to fall asleep…
I keep tumble on my bed
Wth… What’s wrong with me?
Why tonight I will insomnia?
The only reason is – I have drink 2 cups of coffee before I lying on my bed (0.0)!!!
Half an hour I tumble on my bed
It’s time to stop wasting my time, just wake up and find something to do better than just lying on my bed doing nothing
I move up and sit on my bed
A question was filled in my mind:” guy, what you gonna do if you don’t want to sleep?”
I also don’t know, but I really can’t sleep
Just study for a while or write blog, your blog really lack of updating!
Ok, just write something
---SOMETHING---
Seriously, I really can’t sleep
I think I won’t told you that now still haven’t sleep.
All about the stupid coffee’s fault
If I know drink coffee will cause me insomnia than I think I will choose to drink more than 2 cups, lol…
Just kidding, my coffee is going to expired already, we are learned not to waste food or drink since I start educated
Teacher told me still have many people around of us are facing for insufficient food, so we are not allow to waste our food
Teacher, I just follow your order
But it makes me insomnia
Last sem I had take a subject called ‘pengantar etika’
It is about while happen a phenomenon, there are always two different ways for you to choose
There are no perfect way for you but you can find the way that give you the most advantages and the less disadvantages
For example, now I am insomnia due to I have drunk 2 cups of coffee before I sleep
The motive that I drink the 2 cups of coffee is I don’t want to waste it before it reaches its expired date
I just want to follow the lesson from teacher
But the result is I was insomnia
Insomnia may cause me can’t wake up early on tomorrow morning and may affect the schedule which is already planned
From the result, I found that the disadvantage is larger than the advantage I had received
The disadvantage from the result is I was insomnia and seem like no advantage that I received by follow the lesson from teacher
Let’s see if I choose another way by wasting the coffee and sleep
If I make such decision, that’s mean I had avoid what was taught by teacher
Although I was ignored the importance of the moral value, but it seem like doesn’t give me any disadvantage and I can fall asleep easily without facing for insomnia
This may ensure that my schedule on the next day can run smoothly without affected by any factor
If compare the both ways, obviously the second way provide me the better condition and forcing me to waste
Conflicts are always exist in our life and we should know how to make our decisions
Some people may think that the moral value is the most important fact for them to make any decisions, so they should prefer insomnia than wasting coffee
You can called them obstinate or stupid
But some people always put their own advantages as their basic decision, so they should choose the second way without consider the moral value
You can called them smart or selfish
No decisions give the perfect result but depend on the person who makes the decision
Everyone should clear with their demand before they make the final decision
Everything has the positive yet negative
Make your smartest decision as you won’t regret in the future
Oi, jiak pa bo su jor ah?
Ko mai kun!
The clock shows 4.13a.m.
Study for a while la… bye