Friday, January 30, 2009

As a Admirer

Today is the fifth of Chinese New Year, this is my most boring CNY since i had borned...
Last year i make the decision to stay in sabah during my CNY
The reason is...?
The flight ticket is too expensive?
I wish to have a different CNY this year?
I want to be independence?
Or... I stay in Sabah because you also stay in Sabah...?
Don't ask me the real answer
from the 1st day of CNY, i totally no chance to see you... even 1 second, both of us stay in sabah during cny but... today is already fifth of cny, i can't really meet u
my purpose to stay is want to pass my cny with you but i failed to do that.
as a friend situation, can we celebrate cny together?
yes, i think so. but we never celebrate together.
mayb i should ask myself, am i ur friend or i am just a stranger?
Terence or rednose, a person never walk into ur life.
a person totally stand far far away from ur sight.

If love is a circle
i just walk around the circle
but i have no courage to walk into the circle right now
because i know the answer
i would like wait
and wait
and wait...
until you are open your eyes to allow me walk into ur sight
four years sabah's life
maybe i will leave it for you silently...